My birthday rocked, even though my birthday thread failed miserably.

Stuff I got.
Brownies.
Candy.
Krank Krankenstein Guitar amp.
$500 dollars.

I asked in my last blog, but nobody answered me. So I'm asking again.

I have $900 all together.

What guitar should I get?

Will someone make me a birthday thread on the 23rd of this month? I'll make you one too!

Also, I'm going to get a shitload of money for my birthday, I already have $700 and I want a new guitar. I estimate that I'm going to get about $300-$400. Any suggestions? This means you Capn!

Shout outs!
Dragonsgrief.
FUNKbrs.
Karlu20
Zanarchy
CapnCrunchDaPimp
Blackops.
Zerok
ONERO
Skat0r (R.I.P)
Sawdust.
EyeLovePoozy
Flashplayer5
Agustana
toxicdevil93

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGE.

I feel better after an ongoing conversation with a certain female user that I won't name, unless she really wants me too. I no longer feel bad about who I am and what I've done. I've really perked up and this is my way of saying thanks!

Now, on to other matters.

I had a water cooler thing full of change. I carried it to the Coinstar machine at the gas station by my house and poured it all in. And there was 300 dollars worth of change in there! I now have $700 dollars in my bank account and I'm wondering, what should I get? I'm going to buy a subscription to a porn site for one. The messed up thing is that my Grandma is letting me...

What should I buy Newgrounds?

I think I've figured out why I have/had Insomnia. I've been depressed for a while now. Ever since my mom died, I've been borderline emo. Suicide went through my mind often. I have no idea why I'm typing all this though, maybe I just need to get it off my chest, maybe that will make me feel better. I just don't know anymore, and lately things have just been getting worse. Now that my band is broken up, I have nothing constructive to do and I just can't find the fun in playing guitar. </paragraph>

Another thing that makes me feel worse is that I last week I told my family, my close minded southern baptist family, that I'm Bi. My grandma didn't care neither did my gay uncle, but everyone else is just real nasty to me. My girlfriend broke up with me when I told her too, but then again, she was a controlling bitch, so I guess that was all for the best. </Paragraph2>

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I have insomnia and that means I can't sleep for shit. I have sleeping pills, but I refuse to take them, because I don't want to become dependent. I lay in the bed for three hours, hoping and praying that I can actually fall to sleep. And when I finally do, I have these terrible dreams, and they wake me up. I just don't know what to do anymore.

Also, Skat0r was here.

I need a good guitar, for around $300.
I have...

Dean ML with a Speedloader.
Ibanez RG2EX1.
ESP EX-50.
and... A Peavey Vortex.
I sold my all my other ones to get a Krank Head.

Isn't getting 1000 dollars a month in government money nice?

I need the other 700 to pay off some debts. But I have a craving for a new Guitar.

Suggestions? Links are Appreciated.

My band is breaking up.

My band.

I play lead guitar, and now that the bassist and drummer are moving, I don't know what to do. I love that band, and I know I had more than a few fans. Everyone that showed up to our shows seemed to love us. Even though the songs never let me live up to my full potential as a guitarist, I'll miss the band.

R.I.P Kaiden.

2005-2008.

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We played the last show last night. And it killed. On the last song, everyone jumped on the stage and started screaming the chant from Battlecry. It was the best fucking day of my life.

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Changed my Aura

Slow Dance - Bring me the Horizon.

Traitors Never Play Hangman. - Bring me the Horizon

I am a Viking - Yngwie Malmsteen.

Anon Awesomeness.

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